Didn’t Used To…

Posted: 2015-12-14 in Fuck The Wall!, Fucked-Up Families, Hopeless, Thoughts For The Day

See that bald guy over there? Yeah, the one messily eating a hamburger, grease and drool on his chin. Repulsive, right? Indeed. … Well, he didn’t used to be bald. And he didn’t used to be fat. And he didn’t used to be repulsive. And he didn’t used to be frustrated. And he didn’t used to beat his ex-wife.

He didn’t used to be full of anger and hate or subject to unexplainable outbursts. He didn’t used to be hopeless and he didn’t used to be a loser.

But one day he noticed his receding hairline, then others did too – they made comments and jokes, playful yet hurtful. Whaddya associate, after all, with baldness? And, then he got a hernia too, consequence of years of self-sacrifice and pain. Old, past-it, sickly, stiff, gone grandpa, gone: you’re never get a second look from a pretty young woman again (unless you’re filthy rich).

Some men don’t mind, they’re in a secure place, loved by their family and friends. For others it’s another brick in the wall of isolation, pain and fear, blocking them off from already dwindling hopes, in this society of shit. As their hair falls out, they lose what little remains of themselves.

Is it any wonder that many give up and succumb to the basest desires of their flesh (What the fuck difference does it make now if I eat crap and get fat, fart, watch porn and piss on the toilet seat, even more repulsive?! Yeah, fuck it. And fuck that bitch for looking at me the wrong way, I know she’s loathing what I’ve become! Like she’s a prize? Saggy cunt, show her the back of my hand!).

He didn’t used to be…

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