Long day, long life (sentence).

Posted: 2016-04-01 in Anja, Hikikomori, Hopeless, Thoughts For The Day

It’s been a long day, a long week, long month, year, decade, century…

Shit!

It’s been a long life,

it feels like I’ve been alive forever,

constant drudgery, pain, frustration, betrayal, compromise,

and I feel fucking tired.

All I want to do is pleasure myself and sleep,

curl up into the fetal position and embrace nothingness,

in a totally dark room, sensory-deprivational bliss.

It’s been a long day in a long life

and yet, I ask myself, have I actually lived?

… 

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