He whispers sweet somethings in my ear.
I smile, aware that I’m dreaming.
Gutted inside and mind,
waiting for the next stab in the back.
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Bitter. Sweet. Somethings.
Posted: 2019-08-22 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Адам и Ева, Любовь, Распад, Pensées du jour, Pensées pour la nuit, Perfidie0
Inauspicious Misunderstandings
Posted: 2018-12-18 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Boyaryshnik, Адам и Ева, Увы!, Love Story
Knock on door,
I answer.
Smiling and ardent,
he hands me a bottle of Vodka
(it might as well be Boyaryshnik,
or arsenic!),
and 12
Yellow
Roses.
The door closes itself,
I walk away.
… Hazy dream waking.
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You Try, Life Sucks, You Die. (Possibilities Lost…)
Posted: 2018-05-30 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Blick!, Адам и Ева, Вид, Понимание, Страдание, Fallen World
You try to do the “right thing”
and each day you die a little more.
Fallen world.
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Досье CXVIII: MAD?… Madam I’m Adam… & Eva
Posted: 2017-07-19 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Black Swan, Blick!, Адам и Ева, Да, я понимаю, Inside & Outside Society, Polina, SofiyaMutually Assured Destruction.
Perversely, it’s a beautiful thing.
Sorting the elemental from the superfluous.
And I am glad I made a stand,
rejecting the temporal,
even though it meant pillory,
exclusion
and prison.
After all…
what good is your big house,
your refrigerator, your 200cm TV,
your child, or life insurance policy,
when an ICBM hits your city?
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Досье CXI: Do I Believe In People?
Posted: 2017-07-12 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Blick!, Адам и Ева, Да, я понимаю, Депрессия, Меланхолия, Открытая Киска, Страдание, Inside & Outside Society, Polina, SofiyaWoe is me,
Woe is you,
Woe is us…
Screeching fuss.
The human condition.
Heal me physician!
(As if!)
…
You seek help.
Placebo today,
Butcher tomorrow.
Vanity of vanities,
Perpetual insanity.
… Humanist?
What hope?
Together, all alone, we die.
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Досье XCVII: Everything is Kompromat.
Posted: 2017-06-28 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Адам и Ева, Да, я понимаю, Досье, Открытая Киска, гибридная война, Inside & Outside Society, Kompromat, Polina, SofiyaEvery thought you think.
Every urge you indulge and/or struggle against.
(… Resist!)
Every order you obey.
Everything you say.
Every word you read and/or hear,
affecting, …
infecting your perspective.
Constant barrage,
constantly compromised.
Trust no one.
Your time will come.
Kompromat.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Досье LXXIX: Deeper Than The Kola Superdeep Borehole?
Posted: 2017-06-10 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Адам и Ева, Да, я понимаю, Я не знаю, Perfidy, Sofiya, Thoughts For The Day, Thoughts For The NightIs there any depth to your depravity,
your violation of humanity?
Does it have an end, a meaning, a reason?
Or is it innate, shallow, banal,
everyday, personal treason?
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Досье LXXII: Semper Fi & Simplifying Things
Posted: 2017-06-02 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Blick!, Адам и Ева, Да, я понимаю, Наш, Открытая Киска, FKK, SofiyaThe Americans asked me: “Why Crimea? Like, what the hell?”
“Well…” I replied, “In addition to everything else, Koktebel!”
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Досье LI: Half-Life, Creeping Death, Radioactivity (it’s in the air for you and me…)
Posted: 2017-05-10 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Адам и Ева, Да, я понимаю, Как дела?, Страдание, Я не знаю, Я не понимаю..., гибридная война, SofiyaWave of futility
sweeps over me,
cold breath on my stiff neck.
Half-life, too much, and never enough…
Pain, so much pain…
… creeping death.
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Досье XXXIX: Мирный атом, Ева и Адам (Peaceful Atom, Eva & Adam)
Posted: 2017-04-26 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Адам и Ева, Да, я понимаю, Страдание, Faith, Hoping For Some Hope, Pamyat, Polina, Prayer..., SofiyaPrivet, Pripyat.
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Tainted Earth,
long before ’86
Adam and Eva fell
(vice versus versa,
we’re in this together).
…
Indeed,
we all fall,
human beings disgrace,
yesterday, today, infinity,
stained,
no hope,
but perchance
pray
miraculous
Grace.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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