The tap keeps dripping…
Relentless,
remorseless,
uncaring, it seems,
that with each additional drip,
it is stealing another piece of my life.
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Archive for the ‘…блять!’ Category
Dripping, Seeping…
Posted: 2019-06-11 in ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Страдание, Existential Angst, Experiential Angst0
Destination Desolation
Posted: 2019-06-08 in ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Страдание, Existential Angst, Gone, Baby, Gone...
Inspiration lost,
banality found,
welcome to “the real world”,
life on the ground.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Everyday Compromises and the Voices Inside…
Posted: 2019-05-12 in ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Broken, Мысли на день, Мысли на ночь, Страдание, Existential Angst, Kompromat
Questions
for which there are no good answers…
Everyday compromises…
You try to quiet the voices in your mind,
your soul,
they are pleading for something higher.
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You convince yourself
(for the sake of sanity and “survival”)
that this living hell
is normal.
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Funeral Pyre… Flames Burn Long After Body’s Gone.
Posted: 2019-05-06 in ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Capitalism Is Death, Fucked-Up Families, Perfidie, Perfidy, Vignette
The death of a loved one,
so traumatic, I’ll never forget,
and always regret,
the torrent
of destruction that followed.
Unholy purgatory,
minions of hell,
perverted concepts of revenge.
All so unnecessary,
curse and theft,
it breaks my heart
perpetually.
Life amongst the living dead,
alas, selfish,
perfidious clan.
Goodbye.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Reflection On A Panic Attack
Posted: 2019-05-05 in ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Вихрь, Время!, Паническая Атака, Страдание, Past, Present, Future
Fuck you and your panic attack!
… The future?
Screw that fear!
Today and yesterday, are and were
bad enough here.
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Degraded Relationship
Posted: 2019-05-04 in ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Bleak, Blick!, Печали, Увы!, Fucked-Up Families, La désenchantée, Misunderstood, People Suck
If ever she says:
“I’m proud of you.”
It will be tinged
with the sadness of knowing,
for me,
it is not true.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Photo Album Of the Mind
Posted: 2019-04-21 in ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Страдание, La désenchantée, Memories
My life, my memories, my agonies.
All things past, today seem farce.
Flashbacks,
yesterday’s gladness,
now sadness.
Pain and betrayal cast a shadow over all…
I regret every wasted effort,
every unprotected breath.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Morning, Mourning…
Posted: 2019-04-18 in ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Мигрень, Мысли на день, Мысли на ночь, Страдание, Устала
It was a long night
but not long enough,
unable to sleep,
mind racing,
injustice and pain,
until
too late.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Pressure, Obligation, Guilt…
Posted: 2019-04-17 in *Fuck off!* I scream within myself…, ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Existential Angst, People Suck
Always some new expectation,
deadline, complication,
guilt-trip obligation,
pressure
(to put you under condemnation).
This is what you live for?
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Scientific Investigation, Hypotheses & the News Media: a match made in fear & sensation…
Posted: 2019-04-16 in ...блять!, Apocalypse How?, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Мысли на ночь, Паническая Атака
Climate change?
Who gives a shit?
“We’re all gonna die!”
(Tonight on PBS: Black Hole Apocalypse…)
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