Archive for the ‘Мигрень’ Category

Migren, Headache, Tee, Utro

Imagine…

If all the people in the world,

suffered from migraine agony,

at the same time

and to the same extent.

Maybe, just maybe,

we’d be more considerate to each other.

… But, if so, how long would it last?

 

(To be continued…)

       

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

 

 

 

 

1 (Pain)

In a happy place,

until, waking, reminded:

reality bites.

 

(To be continued…)

       

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Warp Drive 2

Alas, the transience of pleasure,

and the permanence of despair.

 

(To be continued…)

       

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Fetal Position 1

Awake, I feel the pain, an illness, a vileness inside, it’s all-consuming.

My sole coherent speech is to beseech Jesus. …

My head spins, internal, diabolical swim.

I seek a dark space, a semblance of sensory peace,

before my soul completely dissolves. …

I hold my breath and shut my eyes.

… My only escape: tomorrow.

I hope,

I can dream…

 

(To be continued…)

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

 

 

 

 

Mindblowing Pain

Screw today’s news!

We’re still processing, dealing with, and trying to get over

our yesterdays.

 

(To be continued…)

 

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B-52 Refuelling

Those heavy airplanes, droning loudly,

an American told me it’s the sound of freedom, rejoice!

I don’t.

Once the noise from above gets into your head,

it gets into your everything,

vibrations,

a horrible, visceral kind of rape,

a violation of body and mind.

Cacophonous, staccato, adagio,

and droning,

contradictory,

and all-encompassing

deep, intensive, droning.

On and on they fly.

How many can there be?

What are they carrying?

Cargo, bombs, materiel?

Where are they going?

Fighting terrorism?

(“Please…”)

My head throbs.

I hate the present, I fear the future.

On and on, the droning goes.

This is the sound of tyranny.

*This* is terrorism.

 

(To be continued…)

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

 

 

 

 

migren

Soon thereafter, however, the feeling fades. A new self-realization gradually and suddenly dawns.

The hit is actually shit.

But then, isn’t everything?

*Fuck this life and its baggage!*

Everything is pain!

(To be continued…)

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

 

 

 

 

Pivo, Escape, Sleep

Pain overcomes brain.

Need relief, need to escape,

or obliterate.

 

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Headache, Drinking Tea, Utro_

Time hasn’t been kind

to our kind,

in my mind,

splitting headache,

dreams forsake.

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

 

 

 

 

1 (Pain)

It was a long night

but not long enough,

unable to sleep,

mind racing,

injustice and pain,

until

too late.

 

©SvetkaSamizdat