Archive for the ‘Страдание’ Category

1 (Pain)

In a happy place,

until, waking, reminded:

reality bites.


(To be continued…)








Space Junk

Random acts of kindness,


fester inside,

turn to bitterness.


(To be continued…)








Vikhr 2

Misunderstood and unappreciated.

I try to explain my reasoning and motives,

yet again.

Futility intrinsic,

agonizing perpetuity.


(To be continued…)








Perfidy_ Flowers & Knife

One day it’s the system,

the next it’s the elements,

then your inner demons,

your family and friends.

Welcome to adulthood:

Non-stop diabolical onslaught!

You’re “responsible” now!

Always someone or something,

at the worst possible time,

betraying life and existence.

… What chance success?


(To be continued…)








Warp Drive 2

Alas, the transience of pleasure,

and the permanence of despair.


(To be continued…)








Nyurnbergskaya Khronika_ Edit Sol'

Lies, damned lies, baloney and innuendo…

Regardless, shit sticks, as they say in the classics,

or is it just me, spinning my wheels.

… O’ futility!

(Is this my lot?)


(To be continued…)








Lewis Hamilton, Mudak

Selfish people suck;

taking life from our blood, bones;

neighbors, nazis, scum.


(To be continued…)









As iron and steel

facing oxygen and water,

rust and corrode;

so to our minds, it seems,

in contact with certain people,

sadly go.


(To be continued…)








Voda, temnota, puzyr'ki vozdukha

Alas, in my pursuit of existential meaning,

knowledge, enlightenment, feeling,

I get lost in details,


banalities …

More and more,

I am suffocating,



(To be continued…)








Grave Stones

Suicide is not legitimate,

says the man in the ivory tower.

From a comfortable position,

he is free to think and philosophize.

He who doesn’t know true agony, pain,

hopelessness, futility,

screaming-in-my-head existential absurdity,

he is always quick to cast the first stone.


(To be continued…)