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Yesterday’s miracle,
today’s distant memory.
The beautiful and divine
supplanted by
everyday
shit.
…
I was grateful,
truly
I was,
essentially human, however,
I always want more.
…
A glimmer is never enough,
fallen world,
hopelessness surges,
overwhelms.
©SvetkaSamizdat
…
The government taxes you,
to provide
and to protect you…
With and from what? (I ask)
… Sinkholes, potholes,
a trail of breadcrumbs through the forest …
Indeed, the system taxes
and exploits you for itself!
*They* create and perpetuate
shit and spectres,
fear and loathing
the lubricant of their machine.
The authorities are parasitic,
the populace delusional
and busy exploiting their
friends, neighbours
and own subjects.
©SvetkaSamizdat
…
Today, they convert you
to their perverted way of thinking,
seducing,
enticing
and delighting certain tendencies.
(Clever, addictive storylines on your TV & computer screen…)
They inhabit and take over,
your soul and being,
leaving no space or desire
for resistance.
(Indeed, I wonder which evil was worse, and how:
then or now…)
©SvetkaSamizdat
…
Yesterday, they occupied you physically,
totally,
and made you pay, as they saw it, for the “privilege”.
The Nazis were a diabolical force.
Today, they occupy you mentally,
emotionally,
totally,
and make you pay, as they see it, for the “privilege”.
Nazis live, in government and media,
dictatorship by stealth,
democratic and liberal cloak.
©SvetkaSamizdat
…
I’d been reading about a(nother) manifestation of Third Reich evil.
And my American friend told me about the TV series she’d been watching.
Strangely,
sadly,
disturbingly,
it’s difficult for me to assess which is worse,
more decadent, more evil, more *wrong*…
Nazi debauchery, 1943,
or American “entertainment”, 2018?
©SvetkaSamizdat
…
Some people seem to like
the constant struggle
of life in this world.
The ceaseless battle
motivates and stimulates,
providing willpower
to get up each morning.
Other people
are repulsed
and sucked dry
by such futility.
They know they’ll never win
in this corrupt system.
For them,
deep thinkers
and bottom feeders,
life is a kind of death.
©SvetkaSamizdat
…
(Sitting at a table,
wondering when exactly
Central Europe became a
destination for Anglo-Saxon trash.)
…
The English girls were there to celebrate,
and tonight that meant denigrate
themselves
and the guy on stage.
Some kind of pre-wedding party,
a last expression of freedom,
all good fun and games,
which is to say
drunken debauchery.
They had a stripper,
a tall guy, athletic,
no tattoos,
from my corner, I liked the view.
Obviously he got naked,
and the girls went crazy,
grabbing and groping,
the guy became hard,
my eyes widened:
was this part of the act?
The girls screamed with delight,
ear-piercingly loud
(tomorrow’s headache now!),
one started to pull on the guy,
another pushed her aside and devoured his penis,
deepthroating him,
he grimaced,
surely this wasn’t meant to be.
The girls hollered and brayed,
demented apes,
all touching what they could,
all at once,
it was repulsive,
it was rape.
The guy looked shell-shocked,
he tried to move away.
They laughed at his limpness
and rubbed cum on his face.
Only when the waitress brought more drinks
did they lose interest.
…
They laughed and giggled,
what fun and memories,
for the English girls,
office workers, nurses, lawyers, teachers,
pillars of society
and hypocrisy.
Tomorrow a wedding,
innocent and white.
Next year a mother.
Children born
sons of bitches,
literally…
and
mommy’s
fingers
lingering
obscenely.
©SvetkaSamizdat
…
And so you make do with whatever peaceful moment you can grab.
Relax.
No matter how banal.
Sigh.
Alas.
Just wait!
…
It’s a hell of a way to live:
Waiting for the next catastrophe,
knowing it’s gotta be near.
Knowing your mediocre “idyll” won’t last.
Knowing a complication is coming,
fear, fear, fear!
…
Half-Life lessons.
©SvetkaSamizdat
…
Human existence…
Limited resistence.
…
Every now and then you run into a wall,
jaded, wise and cynical,
you realize the futility of it all.
…
Thousands of years of evolution,
one way or another,
for this?
(Poxy pinnacle!)
…
Why do we go on?
(Deluding ourselves with stupid songs…)
…
As a species,
when our primal urges are thwarted,
frustrated,
our lofty ambitions of improvement fail,
banality and futility reign,
and there is no hope,
what,
what is there left to live for?
©SvetkaSamizdat
…
In the name of “fighting” Communism,
your democratic government (“of and for the people”)
empowered criminals and drug-pushing scum,
enabled the destruction of millions of lives, hopes and dreams,
perpetuated evil, indeed.
…
Past, present, future.
We’re *Gone*.
…
Statue of Liberty, stands proud,
looks passively away,
heart of stone.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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