I used to have something
but now I am spent,
empty,
hollow,
bitter,
asunder rent.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Archive for the ‘La désenchantée’ Category
Досье CXXI: In My Dream I Am On A Roof…
Posted: 2017-07-22 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Да, я понимаю, Депрессия, Меланхолия, Страдание, La désenchantée, Sofiya0
Досье XC: The Sun’s Always Shining Above The Clouds.
Posted: 2017-06-21 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Да, я понимаю, Депрессия, Меланхолия, Страдание, Я не понимаю..., La désenchantée, Salt, SNAFU, SofiyaSick joke.
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After the deluge, flood,
gut-wrenching damage,
heart-broken people,
sunshine has the temerity to break through,
shine.
I grimace in the glare.
What solace?
Perverted grace.
Salt.
… Mockery and farce.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Досье LXIX: Vash golod, nash golod…
Posted: 2017-05-30 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Ваш голод, наш голод, Да, я понимаю, Открытая Киска, Свобода?, Страдание, Я не понимаю..., гибридная война, La désenchantée, Pain, People Suck, Perfidy, Sick Sad Society, SofiyaPeople,
the ultimate pawns.
Atomized
or collectivized,
deluded, denuded,
used,
despoiled, destroyed.
Pawns.
People:
expendable,
broken toys.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Досье LXII: Public Privations. Red, Raw, Sore…
Posted: 2017-05-23 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Да, я понимаю, Открытая Киска, Страдание, Я не понимаю..., гибридная война, Inside & Outside Society, Intelligentsia, La désenchantée, People Suck, Polina, Sick Sad Society, SofiyaPublic privations…
humiliate,
frustrate,
desecrate
(the soul,
and everything that could be beautiful).
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I close my eyes and try to think of something else as I crouch over the bucket. But the guards’ jeering laughter is hard to ignore.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Досье LXI: Reply to a beautiful heart, from one hardened.
Posted: 2017-05-22 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Да, я понимаю, Страдание, Я не понимаю..., Inside & Outside Society, La désenchantée, Sofiya, Thoughts For The Day, Thoughts For The Night“Kindness is free. Compassion costs nothing.”
“Give and receive…”
Indeed,
that’s the way it should be,
but, sadly,
reality bites and I disagree.
… Whilst I understand the sentiment
and I’d like to believe
(the world a better place),
experience, oh so bitter,
tells me otherwise.
People, give them an inch,
will suck you dry.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Досье XLIV: Demokratiya
Posted: 2017-05-03 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Demokratiya, Да, я понимаю, Свобода?, Я не понимаю..., Inside & Outside Society, La désenchantée, Polina, Sick Sad Society, SofiyaStrange.
I don’t normally hear other prisoners’ voices,
but today I keep hearing one voice,
in turn desperate and defiant,
chanting: “Demokratiya”.
Which is to say “Democracy”.
Which is to say, from where I stand, lie, sit and shit, inside this prison cell, very overrated.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Досье XIV: Jaded
Posted: 2017-03-28 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Bleak, Blick!, Да, я понимаю, Я не понимаю..., Inside & Outside Society, La désenchantée, Polina, SofiyaLast night’s prayer.
This morning’s forgotten dream.
Today’s nightmare.
Tomorrow’s sorrow.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Нагая II
Posted: 2017-03-12 in ©ddr7hd, Black Swan, Да, я понимаю, гибридная война, Inside & Outside Society, Intelligentsia, La désenchantée, Pain, Perfidy, Polina, SofiyaSlavery,
Exploitation,
Death.
Exposed,
in the hash light
of the dark side of the Moon.
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My beautiful swan-like neck
is of little effect.
©ddr7hd
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Нагая
Posted: 2017-03-11 in ©ddr7hd, Да, я понимаю, Я не понимаю..., La désenchantée, Pain, Perfidy, Polina, Pravda, Sick Sad Society, SNAFU, SofiyaUne monde sans pitié,
l’univers de la désenchantée.
©ddr7hd
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Everyday Sturm und Drang (no wonder we’re so sick… and tired)
Posted: 2017-03-02 in ©ddr7hd, Bleak, Blick!, Да, я понимаю, Я не знаю, Я не понимаю..., La désenchantée, Pain, Polina, Sick Sad Society, Sofiya, We Are EnemiesWe hurt.
We hate.
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Vision clouded by tears,
we listen to the demons speak.
Endless cycle of injustice,
we retort,
retaliate,
*fight*!
(It feels so right…)
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What chance peace?
When confusion reins,
endless maelstrom,
tuneless cacophony,
din…
Everyday Sturm und Drang…
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We hurt.
We hate.
We suffocate.
©ddr7hd
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