Fuck you and your panic attack!
… The future?
Screw that fear!
Today and yesterday, are and were
bad enough here.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Archive for the ‘Past, Present, Future’ Category
Reflection On A Panic Attack
Posted: 2019-05-05 in ...блять!, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Вихрь, Время!, Паническая Атака, Страдание, Past, Present, Future0
Apple Pie Myth
Posted: 2019-03-22 in Adventures In America, ©SvetkaSamizdat, Capitalism Sucks (You Dry), History, Past, Present, Future
The Big Apple is rotten,
as is the rest of the fruit salad.
Regardless, the tired and hungry masses clamor
to be accepted into its embrace,
its new and interesting ways of exploitation.
“Why?” I ask my dead relative.
Her reply: “The myth of apple pie.”
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Досье CCXXVIII: Now, In Retrospect, and Tomorrow is Revolution!
Posted: 2017-11-06 in ©SvetkaSamizdat, Pamyat, Past, Present, Future, Sofiya, Thoughts For The Day, Thoughts For The Night, TimeScrew you and your time imperatives!
I don’t wear a watch…
It takes as long as it takes…
The Sun rises & sets,
now will always be now,
in retrospect,
and tomorrow is Revolution!
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Досье XCIX: Something To Talk About
Posted: 2017-06-30 in (Soundtrack: Nautilus Pompilius), ©SvetkaSamizdat, Dom Knigi, Да, я понимаю, Досье, Inside & Outside Society, Kolbasa, Kompromat, Nina, Pamyat, Past, Present, Future, PolinaOutside, I approached the car.
Inside, he watched carefully.
Slowly, he wound the window down.
I could hear Nautilus Pompilius playing,
one track transitioned into another,
a homemade cassette.
I smiled inwardly.
I knew we would have something to talk about.
©SvetkaSamizdat
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Wrong Turn After The Hermitage…
Posted: 2017-01-26 in ©ddr7hd, Да, я понимаю, Nina, я не понимаю, Offline, Past, Present, Future, Polina, Time, ZukunftWhen futurity turns into maturity,
when tomorrow becomes yesterday,
you wake up in a cell,
and you feel you have nothing left to hope for.
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They lock the door,
they staple your feet to the floor,
and force you to watch the same race,
turgid time, after turgid time,
your least favorite Biathlete ever,
winning, yet again.
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30cm TV screen, all too large,
you took a wrong turn
after the Hermitage.
©ddr7hd
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Beyond the bounds of linear custody…
Posted: 2017-01-04 in Allein, ©ddr7hd, Да, я понимаю, Freiheit, History, I March To The Beat Of My Own Drummer, Offline, Past, Present, Future, Polina, Time, ZukunftTags: ©ddr7hd
Inside.
In the cell.
Alone.
Sensory deprivation,
a strange kind of bliss.
No night, no day, no clock.
I no longer had any idea of time.
I had moved beyond the bounds of linear custody,
become free,
in a sense,
in captivity.
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The thoughts in my head,
words spoken,
internal dialog,
a mixture of present, past and future.
“Screw grammar!” I said to myself tomorrow,
yesterday I will be free.
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They Sent Me To Lviv For Writing A Poem… (aka Mile Marker #759)
Posted: 2016-12-28 in ©ddr7hd, Да, я понимаю, History, Living Epistle, Past, Present, Future, Polina, Sofia, ZukunftTags: ©ddr7hd
A different kind of deportation…
A reverse orientation…
They sent me to Lviv
for writing a poem.
Little did they know where it would lead.
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Gleiwitz (Gliwice): Truth, Lies & Jamming Signals (a Strange, Wooden, Tower Of Babel) … (aka Mile Marker #758)
Posted: 2016-12-27 in ©ddr7hd, Да, я понимаю, гибридная война, History, La désenchantée, я не понимаю, Pamyat, Past, Present, Future, Polina, PravdaTags: ©ddr7hd
Ah, yes, Gleiwitz,
A lie,
Like all the others…
A lie,
To die for?
How many millions followed?
Deafening,
Deadening,
Noise.
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