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Till und ich.

Posted: 2016-08-28 in ©ddr7hd, DDR, Heidi, Pain, The Swimmer

Till Lindemann was a basket weaver.

I was a politician’s assistant,


key employee.

Now I am unemployable.


Misjudged stroke, or just unfortunate?

fingers stretching but not reaching the wall,

in time.

Never in time.

Replayed over and over again,

the trauma and consequences of one fateful stroke

consume me,

parts and elements of the whole,

separated from the here and now,


even when I wipe my ass…

I keep going much longer than necessary,

distracted and fixated.

My ass bleeds.

I wipe it some more.

I wash my face,

blood too flows from my nose.