Archive for the ‘Thoughts For The Night’ Category

It’s OK,

you can be honest,

totally,

nobody’s reading anyway,

probably.

Confess, unload,

indulge:

your sins

will be exploited.

… Selah.

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

1.05

If the system’s rotten,

how can I do anything

valuable within?

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

Tired of words,

and people,

dry skin

and stinging eyes;

I seek solace,

relief,

brief focus on toenails.

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

Candles (ROC)

Your skepticism has ugly, loud manifestations.

Our Faith is beautiful,

peaceful,

tranquil.

We are human,

we can hope.

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

Golub' s olivkovoy vetv'yu

She views you

much the same way you view him:

Frightful thought!

Let’s walk back, reflect,

forward.

Grace be.

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

Christmas Nativity in the night

Jews are repulsive, indeed!

Thing is, Christians, Muslims,

Buddhists, Hindus, Atheists,

people and chimpanzees,

are inherently repulsive too.

(Such are the bad things we do!)

… Brothers, sisters,

we’re all God’s beloved trash.

Immense work,

Jesus had to save.

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

Malinovka 1

500.

Dazed,

drained,

burned.

Shit!

You like eating worms?

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

1

Winter peace & stillness.

Like most things people say,

it’s a myth.

And *how* it mocks,

upends your sense of right,

kicks you in the guts,

and spits in your face.

Like good intentions,

other people’s actions

make what should be

a lie.

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

You reach out,

one way or another,

as best you can, here and now.

And in the resultant emptiness

you are reminded

how alone

and lost at sea

we actually are

(whether you realize it or not).

Happy New Year…

 

©SvetkaSamizdat

 

Their decisions,

sometimes malign,

often banal,

always selfish,

have consequences.

They impact,

they hurt.

Compromised,

inside and out,

your heart and soul screams…

This is not the life you want to live.

 

©SvetkaSamizdat